I'll never say anything right

Tell me something.   Show me things.  
This attempt at a 365 began on my Golden Birthday in 2013.
Let's see if you can keep up. I am not an adult.

Subconsciously Conscious || Face || Doodles

This is what I say.

I’m making a teriyaki chicken and rice casserole tonight for Ryan when he comes home from school. Sometimes I like to pretend I’m a cute house wife who has never cooked chicken a day in her life and hopes to not poison anyone with her food. I also drink wine. That happens too.

2014 26th September

— 4 days ago
#words  #let's see how this goes 
The first time I’ve been able to breathe in weeks.

2014 September 24th

The first time I’ve been able to breathe in weeks.

2014 September 24th

— 6 days ago with 1 note
#self  #bw 

I got entirely too wrapped up in some very unprofessional drama between two of my instructors yesterday. All because of one comment I made about a comment made by one of the beginning students with a completely inappropriate tone.

Granted there were already problems arising without anything I had said, but I managed to spark an even bigger problem between my instructors. I didn’t even know I had did it, but I did it.

I wound up with one of my instructors (who was quitting and her last day was yesterday), a classmate, and myself walking to get breakfast after critique. The entirety of our walking to get food, and back to the school was her talking really terribly about the other instructor. She exposed some of her mental illnesses, and details about her life that were neither hers or my business. I didn’t have any idea what to say or do. I just listened.

I had to end up leaving class because the anxiety of knowing how much tension there was between two teachers partly because of something I said was really hard to deal with. These are two instructors that I respect more or less as far as their teachings. From the sounds of the way they were acting yesterday though, I’m not sure if I would want to be in contact with either of them outside of help with design work. I couldn’t believe the lack of maturity that I witnessed.

I slept way too late this morning and I feel like a zombie. I’m trying to finish a final, but it’s not coming along very well. I’ll probably end up eating something sugary to try and wake me up, and watch Modern Family. Yesterday was stupid.

2014 20th September

— 1 week ago with 1 note
#words  #anxiety 
I’m extremely over this week, this quarter, this month.
Bring me October and a different type of air.
2014 18th September

I’m extremely over this week, this quarter, this month.

Bring me October and a different type of air.

2014 18th September

— 1 week ago
#words  #self  #gif 

Whenever I see photos of us together on Timehop or any of my other social media sites I immediately become uncomfortable with the fact that we were even close. You didn’t appreciate me nearly as much as I appreciated you. There should’ve been a wall put between us much earlier than it did. I’m so glad you’re gone. I hope I never see you.

2014 18th September

— 1 week ago with 2 notes
#words 

"Are you in love with me?"
“Yes.”
“Good, cause I’m in love with you.”

2014 11th September

— 2 weeks ago
#relationship  #words 
2014 8th September

2014 8th September

— 3 weeks ago with 4 notes
#self 
2014 29th August

2014 29th August

— 1 month ago with 1 note
#self  #bw 

I was walking to lunch today with some of the people from my class, and we were outside for less than a minute before it started pouring rain on us. My shoes got completely soaked and slippery from the rain so I decided that when I walked back after we ate I was gonna just take off my shoes so I didn’t fall. After eating we start walking back to the school building. I’m carrying my shoes, and right as we get to the doors of the building I completely pull a “banana peel” cartoon type of fall and land right on my knee. This woman totally squealed in amusement at me falling.

Leave it to me to try to take the precautions of keeping myself from falling in slippery shoes…then ending up falling anyways without them. GOOD JOB MOLLI YOU GO MOLLI.

On the bright side we don’t have class Friday or Monday for Labor Day weekend.

2014 27th August

— 1 month ago with 1 note
#words  #stories  #i'm a klutz 

I’m drowning in thumbnails and design briefs, but it’s okay! Midterm is tomorrow, and fall is almost here!

2014 18th August

— 1 month ago
#gdma  #busy bee